Ben Lapidus
September 26, 2026

R.I.P. Jackie πŸ¦…

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Some quick background context! There's a 24/7 camera on a bald eagle nest in Big Bear, California, run by Friends of Big Bear Valley. The nest is 145 feet up a Jeffrey pine. The eagles are Jackie and Shadow.

Side tangent! I am going to make a post eventually about how, at a certain age, you either get really into birds or really into trees. I'm definitely a bird guy.

I started watching it by myself this spring. Then I put it on the TV in our office, and then it became a whole thing.

People walk by and go "what's the deal with the birds." Then (every time) they stop and stare for like 5 minutes. I have never seen someone ask that question and then leave.

Before standup I'd watch the babies (Sandy and Luna) tear into a fish. We kept the sound low, so every so often the office got a little random squawk out of nowhere.

Eventually, there became a slack channel. Then, I started sharing the daily bird fact from Big Bear.

Some things I learned:

  • Eaglets time their jumps to the wind. They use the nest sticks as a launchpad, catch a breeze under their wings, and get 3 to 5 feet of air inside the nest bowl. If they time it right they stall out and hover in place for a few seconds. It's balance training for before they ever leave the tree.
  • Coming down from a hover, they throw their feet forward and tackle a heavy log to lock back in.
  • Adult eagles spend something like 90 to 95% of daylight hours perched, doing nothing, waiting for a thermal.
  • They don't sleep in the nest unless they're brooding. They use a roost tree nearby and sleep in 10 to 20 minute bursts all night.
  • The nest can weigh multiple TONS. It's hard to get a sense of scale for these, but these nests are several feet across.

On June 29 we watched one of them fledge, live, from our office in Charlotte. I sent "today may be the day πŸ‘€" at 10:49am and "it just happened" at 12:25pm.

Tragically, in July, Jackie got in a fight with two younger eagles, got pretty badly injured, and a wildlife rehab center took her in.

Slack: "Jackie is in rehab :("

She was there about three weeks before she died on August 10. :(

The memorial card from Ojai Raptor Center.

I was out in California for a wedding last month, so we drove up to Big Bear. Didn't see a single eagle, but I did get to see the lake that's been in the background of my life for months and months.

Big Bear Lake, September 2026.

Shadow is still at the nest. He seems to have a new mate now, a lady they're calling Kaydee. Nature trods along!

The memorial for Jackie is coming up (October 3rd) in Big Bear, but it'll be livestreamed too!

Shout out Jackie. She was a good mama bird!